Monday, October 26, 2020
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This is,was and always will be the hardest thing I'll try to get by. No one I know,in my family SEEMINGLY feels as I do, move on......
Is that something you CAN truly do? When everyone who says that to me. Her son Jason.
I can't wrap my head around losing my sister Judy in this same time frame as I write this. 6 years now.
To many losses.
No gains. Mainly my fault. I am so so alone. NOTHING can replace your mother or any other person you love. EVER.
I'm grateful for being able 2 pull my life out of drugs and woman. At the time of her death. 6 years.
Now I don't have anyone left that sees me as the man I became,as my mother did.
I miss you Ma ,more than any words and or action will ever be able 2 express.
